I heard our song the other day Suga Suga By Baby Bash&Frankie J i still remember the day u dedicated it to me... I was in my room on my bed crying cause my step dad was coming home and i didn't want him too and u came in the room and put that song on and pressed repeat then about 10minz later u walked in and didn't say nothing i sat up and u grabbed and hugged me promising everything was gonna be okay and that u were here for me...I cried into ur arms and told u all i was feeling and all i was holding back i let go wit u...I than asked u about the song that's when u told me u dedicate that song to me whenever u weren't around and i needed you to put that song on and you'd be wit me again...It's crazy i still do it whenever i need u i put that song on and it's like u here again holding me and i can hear ur voice telling me it's going to be okay!!I love you Matthew and i miss you so much...Rest In Peace Baby Boy...Watch Over Me&Ur Niece Natalia Love Always Hillary Aka Reyna
I remeber when we use to sit on the roof top and chill and i remeber when we use to sit around listing to music rappin and dacing it was so much fun when i was with you i was never bored you always made me laugh i will never forget you Matthew Happy Father's Day i know you would of been a great father to Kiwi i miss you Matthew and there isnt a day that goes by that i don't think of you...I love you gone but never forgotten
Damn...Matthew I can't believe your really gone. We wasn't real close or nothing but you did and always will have a lasting impact on my life...I cry everytime I think about how short your life here on earth was.. In my mind its not fair and never will be how God could take such a handsome child at his prime!!! Plus it baffles me as to why God would take a young man ready and willing to be a father to his babygirl. You didnt even get a chance to hold her and thats the part that makes me the angriest because you were cut short of that and Kiwi was cut short of being able to have a tremendous father. Tonights Fathers Day..and every year Kiwi is gonna wonder why God took you too...Everyone will..There's not one second that goes by that you don't cross someones mind. You were cool as heck and will be eternally missed. But may your soul lay to rest because you were too tired to wake back up. But greet us when it is our time and show us that fun loving man we all lost.
Love you Matthew
K'la
